There are times in my life where I feel lonely as hell. Where I cannot simply move on or get my thoughts straight. There are times when I feel hurt for no good reason. I am paranoid about everything. I doubt everything about myself. I can be considered a pessimist but I try to keep my head up regardless of the things occurring in my life. I do become jealous of so many things. You can look at me and wonder what I may be thinking about, but you’ll probably never figure it out even if you asked me. It seems that sadness always wreaks within my body. So before you say something or do something idiotic, remember how badly you may push someone closer to the edge. Just use your fucking head. 5/19/2013
- Me: Hi
- ?: Hello
- Months later
- Ben: That's why I like you, why I love you. That's why I want to be with you forever
- *However leaves eventually too*
Halo has been my entire life, ever since I was an eight year old girl. The video game that is. The entire series, Halo: Combat Evolved, Halo 2, Halo 3, Halo 3: ODST, Halo: Reach, Halo Anniversary, and Halo 4. I was introduced by my brother. It means so much to me on so many levels. I’ve created a special connection with it. You may be thinking, why it’s just a video game. This is what I did with plenty of my free time during my childhood. I hardly would hang out with friends, text, or any of that. For me it was Halo on weekends and during summer vacation. I am still a fan of it today. I don’t play many video games. It was just Halo just all of these years. And people have called me things when playing all of these years, trying to make me feel bad about how much I play this game. Some people are like “I love this game.” But I love this game while being in love with this game. If you talk about Halo, good luck with getting out of a conversation with me. It has changed my life for the better and nobody will stop me unless I do myself. I have many memories of this game, for it has gotten me through the most difficult times in my life. I remain now, and will always be, a Halogirl♥
Do you ever wonder what your family would be doing if you weren’t the child that was ever brought to existence?
- What if everyone I've ever trusted hates me like rn. What if all my friends hate me. What do I do.
No matter what I do I always feel left out of things, and I’m constantly over worrying things…
omg I took an anxiety test and my breath problem is due to anxious feelings constantly. Holy fucking shit I’m ok. :D
All the people I’ve ever gone out with have all either traded me in for someone else or they stopped caring. They all phased me out first. Thanks.
- Ben: Haley, you're unique in your own way, that's why I like you, that's why I love you. That's why I want to be with you forever.( In sexy ass New Zealand accent)